I find myself sometimes feeling guilty for my success and feeling guilty that others
aren't coming with me for the ride.
Guilt when someone says "I wanted to join when you posted x price last year but this and that was going on, now I'm ready but the price is different so now I can't"
Guilt when someone says "I wanted to join when you posted x price last year but this and that was going on, now I'm ready but the price is different so now I can't"
Then, I felt I had to over explain and over give just to give them a taste of what life could be like because I felt shame and needed to justify.
I can't make anyone of course do what I did, or even believe in what I did and do.
I won't wait and hold myself back anymore to try to save others, or continue to try to make it easier for them to have access to me and my knowledge, etc
(because it's people pleasing and only hurts me and others)
So today, I am moving forward whether you decide to join me or not
and I will no longer wait for you
I move and you can come with me or not
I care about you, but I will no longer look to the side and behind me hoping to see you.
I care about you, but I will no longer look to the side and behind me hoping to see you.
I will see you when you decide to join me in my world and that is when you will receive my focus and support and healing in the capacity you choose.
What I do and what I know, you can spend hours on google trying to find, and I wish you luck because that is never where I found any of it no matter how hard I tried for years, and time is something you can't earn back.
When you do decide to finally join my world, I might be in a different spot then what you expected. (Like my sessions are definitely NOT $40 anymore)
I know I am not for everyone and that is okay with me now
I spent years exhausted trying to be for everyone in so many ways, and it only hurt me and those around me and is not worth it anymore to me.
I spent years exhausted trying to be for everyone in so many ways, and it only hurt me and those around me and is not worth it anymore to me.
I know I am not for everyone's budget and that is also okay
(Even when I charged $40 a session I was shamed, so this is nothing new)
PLUS I have tons for free and super low cost and I know that all my posts and what I share on social media is valuable and has the potential to shift your world.
I know that every time I move forward and fast, I leave some behind in some way, but
I know that people can still be inspired and heal because of what they see me achieving, because it lets them know it is possible for them too.
I know that people can still be inspired and heal because of what they see me achieving, because it lets them know it is possible for them too.
I know that the faster I move, it actually inspires more healing in the world even if it triggers people at the same time.
So you can join me now, in any capacity, or you can keep waiting.
I will not feed into disempowering anyone anymore as it goes against everything I stand for.
I will see you when I see you but I will no longer people please with my offers, prices, or boundaries.
I will no longer wait for you.
I will no longer wait for you.
Love, Aimee
The Body Whisperer
The Body Whisperer
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