For a long time I felt so much guilt and shame for the ease I figured out
especially when it would triggers others insecurities and they made it known
I then punished and sabotaged when others tried to make me feel bad and wrong for it
and found myself making myself wrong or bad for it because I was taking on the responsibility to make others feel only good things and that was so much pressure because some were still choosing to feel crappy about my success and comparing themselves to me
After going within and doing deep healing around this topic, I now allow all the ease in with so much joy!
If others choose to keep believing it's hard, that is on them 100%
I no longer feel any need to convince or prove myself to anyone even when they actively are trying to argue for their limitations and how it 'can't' be what I literally live and breathe everyday and have proven otherwise over and over again
I can show you it gets to be fun and easy even if it goes against everything you ever have experienced or believed was possible
but I'm not responsible for you to implement it and live it
and I sure as hell won't hold myself back to cater to doubts and bs beliefs
Because I see you watching
So I hope you have fun watching and being inspired as I have everything I desire with ease
You can join me and learn so you can have it to or just keep watching and judging
Your choice :)
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